my heart feels 'sour-sour'.....trying very hard to kip myself as busy as occupied as i can.
tat i dun even dare to take a rest.
there r private times tat i spend alone,
eg: bathing,
in the toilet,
brushing teeth,
smoking etc,
the image of us came running in my mind....
of how we spent our times,
money,
strength,
effort in making our 'love nest' look like a cosy place.

as my mind cant stop for a rest,
tears came rolling down.
i controlled but my eyes is over filled.......
i was told to go back to our nest n slowly packed up my stuff....
how can i face, i dun think i can do it...

i meant only a time off..
but i was told to packed up, so the other angle will be?

i m juz so tired... i juz wanna shut dwn once again.

i really hope situations can be changed to a better level but....