Seriously, I begin losing faith in men.
I m not trying to make myself sounds like a desperado so tat my chances of me getting hooked up with men will increased or watsoever.
I'm NOT.
U mite be thinking wat made me say or feel so. I also dunno.
I realised tat in general, men dunno how to express themselves.
They dunno how to tell u tat they have the likings for girl:
They dunno how to go after them:
They dunno how to tell the girl tat they feel jealous when they treat someone else better:
They dunno how to let them know tat they feel scare / inferior cuz girls seem to koe every shit thing tat is in their mind:
They dunno how to let the girl koe tat they r shy:
Until...something went wrong.. then...
they dunno how to them tat they r actually seeing someone, yet they tell them tat they r still running ard somewhere in their mind:
they dunno how to let the girl koe tat eventually he is with the new 'someone':
they still very much want to kip in contact with the girl, but alil lost in them:
thinking tat they will be angry or watsoever emotions tat is coming out from a girl:
so they chose to just leave the matter hanging as it is:
no news from them:
they choose to keep silent for quite a while:
till the girl takes the initiative to drop him a text, but no response:
the girl started to get worried, thinking if anything bad could've happen to the guy:
the girl tried to find news abt the guy if he is alright.
then:
the girl couldnt be more happy to hear tat the guy is safe n sound:
but at the same time, thinking to herself then y dun bother to response back.
in order to feel better,
the girl assume tat maybe he is alil busy on his work:
So... end up,
the girl on the other side keep on waiting:
their mind begin to wander around again:
n they came with a conclusion tat either the guy is with someone or he simply lose the interest:
the girl end up being sad and lost:
till one day, she received news tat actually the guy is already with someone else..
this adds on to the double confirmation of the girl's assumption.
Tears tried to roll down her cheeks:
but it couldnt:
the girl keep on thinking why:
why waste her time, giving her a false hope:
why dint want to let her know:
why men behaves in tat way:
no answer was given....
eventually
the girl starts to lose faith in men.....