L.I.N.G.
Welcome to my tiny world of escapades! I am a self-derived party animal.
Vibrant colours, House Music are my absolute loves.. To indulge in an explosive ride of the dissonance diffusion of lights & sounds tat where ever it may brings is a hidden adrenaline... !!!
So anybody is welcome to join me!
BTW, I m just a plain jane.....w/o the needs of artificial implements to make or feel pretty,
Cuz I feel good abt myself. Love Me or Hate Me, just dun copy me!! Be it directly or indirectly!
Have a life of ur own!
Muacks!
Soaring through, through the night.
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings
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Date / Time : Friday, September 25, 2009 / 5:50 AM
Once, there is this person who tells me: stop hurting urself n make others upset. Treasure and love urself before u can go n love others.
Now I have learned to love myself and I m loving someone. Cuz I stopped hurting myself.
But wat about the times when u just dun koe where and how u can vent ur frustration?
So wat will be the 1st thing that will come to ur mind straight? U will just want to lose urself.
Back to wat u were in the first place. Embrace into the arms of loved ones and behave like a child. So tat they will give the attention to u.
How about when u koe u cant behave like tat?
U will just go back hurting urself.
Often people say,' u wont koe how it feels', or ' u wont understand' etc, when one trying to give advice to the other. And very often the other party will say,'no, i truely understand what it feels like to be in ur shoes,' etc.. ask urself again, do they really understand wat is the feeling like?
Ans: No. Is just a way of consolling the other party.
True?
Ans: Yes.
Others will not understand or aware of the feeling becuz they r not u, they r not the one facing the problems, sadness or situations.
Different people think n feel differently. Some will think of the problems in this angle, some will think that angle n so on. Tats is why there is this job called the negotiator or mediator. Because they looked at the problems or situation in all angles, maybe some is even in an angle which u as the one facing the problems, wouldnt even think about it.
There is also situations whereby one would just simply loose themselves as they do not koe how to face the problems anymore. Loose themselves can mean several ways. This includes: suicide thoughts, self-injury, depression, becoming into a different person n so on.
The dark side of the world is a scary place that I believe NOBODY wud want to stay there forever or even stepping in.
Shud I rephrase it? It will not happen about staying forever in the dark world. Cuz upon reaching the ultimate point, the resort is suicide. Then maybe I can conclude that that will be the last forever moment.
There is this song - Mad World - by Gary Jules, the lyrics goes like this: 'all around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces. bright and early for the for the daily races, going nowhere, going nowhere. their tears are filling up their glasses, no expression, no expression. hide my head, I want to drown my sorrows. no tomolo, no tomolo. n I find it kind of funny, find it kind of sad. the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. I find it hard to tell u, I find it hard to take. when people run in circles, it's a very very mad world. mad world. children waiting for the day, happy birthday, happy birthday. n they feel the way that every child should sit n listen, sit n listen. went to school and I was very nervous, no one know me, no one know me. hello teacher, tell me wat's my lesson. look right thru me, look right thru me.'
If anyone of u, can tell me wat is the meaning behind tis song. i wud say that u r propably in the same level as me.
So slowly do ur interpretation n let me know.
sad .... emo....
Date / Time : Saturday, September 12, 2009 / 2:31 AM
My MR Lecturer showed us a MTV. Is a song by Carrie Underwood. Fucking nice!
But you have to watch the music clip is even better!!!
Damn sad! So far, this is the BEST of the BEST MTV tat I have ever came across!!
Damn meaningful!!
Keep thinking wat if one day this kinda things happen to me??!!
Fuck up boy!
But then again, tis is a damn nice song! Definitely have to watch the music clip!
Carrie Underwood - Just A Dream
Lyrics:
It was two weeks after the day she turned 18 All dressed in white going to the church that night She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
A six pence in her shoe
Something borrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard the trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hands
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever
Now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
The preacher man said "Let us bow our heads and pray"