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INFOMATION
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Welcome to my tiny world of escapades! I am a self-derived party animal.
Vibrant colours, House Music are my absolute loves..
To indulge in an explosive ride of the dissonance diffusion of lights & sounds tat where ever it may brings is a hidden adrenaline... !!!
So anybody is welcome to join me!

BTW, I m just a plain jane.....w/o the needs of artificial implements to make or feel pretty,
Cuz I feel good abt myself. Love Me or Hate Me, just dun copy me!! Be it directly or indirectly!
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    LIFE SUCKS, FUCKS, DUCKS, or wateva.. haha..
    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 28, 2009 / 4:10 PM

    What is the meaning of Happiness??

    In chinese, happiness is 快乐. If u were to separate the 2 words, 快 means fast n 乐 means happy; in another word, it simply refers tat happiness comes fast n end fast. It dun last.
    The period tat happiness u haf will only last for a short while n after that it will be gone.

    Dun u think so?

    So FUCKING TREASURE ur HAPPINESS while u still haf it, cuz u wudnt koe when happiness will come to u again.
    Rite?

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    What is Love?

    Love is a kind of strange affair. It can form into DIFFERENT shapes.
    Eg: BF/GF, GF/GF, BF/BF, BF n many GFS, GF n many BFS, friendship, objects, affairs, news, food etc....

    So many different kinds.

    1 thing tat I koe is tat, when ur love for ur partner get too strong, this will cause an NEGATIVE impact on ur partner. Pls take note tat, I m not saying that u haf to be possessive n controls everything tat ur partner do. M just simply refering to strong love.
    End up, letting him/her have a feeling tat u r just being to possessive.
    Thus u will do all sort of things just to make sure that ur partner wun have tat kind of feeling from u.

    However when u r doing ur best in making ur partner feels good, who is making u feel good then?
    Sometimes is just so hard to get someone to understand and see the point that u r seeing.
    n when the message tat u send across to the other party just dun get c ur point, u will get fucking frustrated, depressed, or even breaking down.

    Isnt it?

    Is always the case when one side refuses to really stand out from the box n see.

    Well wateva it is, in order to have a good n strong love between u n ur partner, the NUMBER 1 MOST IMPORTANT thing is to FUCKING COMMUNICATE!!!!

    n when u feel tat ur love is always been taken for granted n u dun feel like u r being appreciated by ur partner, wat shud u do?

    figure out urself.

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    So much of saying, n not much of doing.

    This will only portray u as being no sincerity. Talking is cheap or shud I say is FREE?
    If one really want to show tat u r being sincere, then show by action.

    At the end of the day is ur OWN WILL, DETERMINATION, SINCERITY n maybe LOVE.

    Often when u follow ur heart to make a decision, u will feel very comfortable at the moment. But u koe tat the outcome of ur tat decision is not going to be positive. Ended up u will feel fucked up.

    When u make a decision with ur brain, u will not be able to enjoy the comfortable moment in tat moment, but however, in the long run u will get to feel tat comfortableness.
    Is just like.. u work hard when u r young n u can get to retire early n enjoy life till the day tat u die.

    Which one of the category u often fall into when u r making a decision?
    Ask urself.

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    If u r someone who is able to laugh at ur own mistakes n realize it. U r someone.
    But if u r someone who cannot be criticize of ur mistakes by others, then maybe is time for u to think otherwise.

    Cuz if u already koe that others r pin-pointing at ur mistake n yet u refuse to admit it n STILL trying to defense urself with other STUPID excuses or reasons. Then u r a loser.

    Think logically, rationally n sensibly. Put ur ego n ur pride aside n take a look at the issues, then maybe u will be able to see clearly...

    Before I round this up, one more thing, NEVER DO ANYTHING JUST FOR THE FUCKING SAKE OF DOING IT. CUZ NO SINCERITY IS IN IT. OTHERS ARE TO TELL IF U R JUST FOR THE SAKE...

    If just for the sake of doing it, then my suggestion is dun even do it. time is wasted on the necessaries
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    Tats all for today. I boring already.


    Date / Time : Sunday, October 25, 2009 / 8:03 PM

    有时候, 你可能看我的样子有时好像本本的。 就好像是个bimbo一样。
    其实我一点都不是那样。

    有时候你嘴是说你已经没有设么在瞒我的,可是我并不觉的是。
    因为你的一聚一动说明了所有的东西。 而我能看的出来其实你还有东西在瞒我。
    但是我选者不说。

    因为我知道及时我向你问个明白, 你还是会说你没有。

    所一那我又问来着设么呢?

    明知道了答案,为何还要来打自己一巴掌呢?

    为何有时候你就不能坦白一点,来跟我解释个清楚 或是来跟我说个究竟。
    有那么难吗?

    两个人在一起不就是要坦白吗,有设么事情不能说的而要躲躲藏藏,
    有哪一个时候是会生气的?
    你要什么我都会给你意见或是跟你一起去完成的, 我就是不明白为何到现在还选者不说。

    彼此有更深一成的了解不就会更爱,更珍惜对方吗?

    我现在什么都不能说不能做, 只好默默的假装什么都不知道, 只好慢慢的等待,等到你良心发现才来跟我说吧。。。。。

    无论是什么, 我还是一样地那么爱你。。。 希望你能看得到。。。。。



    Wat ia Love?
    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 21, 2009 / 5:18 PM

    If u were given 2 choices on the things that u cannot live without, wat wud it be??

    Most ppl will answer: hp and money, hp and their computer, love ones and money etc

    But for me, my answer will be: Love ones and me myself.

    No hp no computer for me is fine. Cuz they are just secondary stuff and to add on, I got nuthing to hide. So my stuff is kinda open to everyone in a way.

    Love is the same just like money. For money, some people can disowned their families, able to break a family up etc..

    Tat goes the same for love as well. Without love, this world can no longer be round.
    For some, their definition of love is different from others.

    It can be love for pets, bf/gf kinda love, family n siblings love, love for certain objects, for food, for services or even certain kinda actions behaviour etc...

    Some people can love money to the extreme end, some love sex so much to the point tat they dun care about the consequences of getting dieseases, some love to tease n disturb others just for the fun some love food etc..

    Love can be very epidemic just like a smile. The duration for their love on a particular item/objects or wateva may not be for long term. It changes as the time past.

    For me, my love towards certain stuff can never be change. Cuz I have already integrated into it, which means I have already become them and thus loving it.

    Is kinda hard to elaborate. Probably the best examples that I can pull off is a mother's love for their children. No matter how rebelious they are, the care n concern n love tats comes from a mother will NEVER decelerate.

    Tats the kinda love I m toking about.

    Another point tat I wanna highlight is: Loves n Lies..

    Wat is the linkage btwn love n lies?

    For some, they may say tat is ok to even tell a white lie to ur loved ones, but then again, is it really ok??

    I used to lie alot, so much tat I dun even stammered when comes to lying.
    But someone told me before tat, for 1 lie tat i say, I have to used 10 lies to cover for tat 1 lie. So if there is 2 lies, then do ur maths.

    Upon hearing this, I realise tat is actually very true. Furthermore U have to remember wat u haf lied. Tat is the tedious part.

    How about btwn lying n choose not to say?

    Till now, I still trying to figure out what is the difference n their similarites.
    Probably their differences is tat one have to create another artificial story to let the other party koe n the other one dun even have the need to think of something, just kip the mouth shut.
    For their similarites, I interpretate it as both is as bad. Wat is the difficulty level in being truthful n honest?

    Can someone pls answer tat qns?