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2011-03-26T23:09:00.003+08:00

Addiction Recovery-How To Help A Loved One

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One of the most tough situations anyone will face is attempting to assist a family member with their addiction. We tend to faced with the reality that the life of somebody we tend to love goes right down the rest room unless something is done. Since our addicted loved one doesn\'t appear to be doing anything, we tend to naturally feel the need to step in and bail them out. As noble as this looks, it\'s a recipe for disaster with most addicts. In this text, we\'ll navigate the dangerous waters of addiction to help you save the life of your beloved without drowning yourself.

Nature Of Addiction: The basic nature of addiction could be a lie we addicts tell ourselves. Typically, we have a tendency to feel something is missing in us that makes us feel inadequate in some way. The lie we have a tendency to tell ourselves is that a drink or alternative substance or action can fill that void and make us feel whole, if solely temporarily. Sadly, the opening in us is ever expanding as we see ourselves more and additional captivated with a addictive substance to feel complete, so it takes additional of the substance to try to to what it did before. Unless a dramatic change takes place in the manner we addicts see ourselves, we have a tendency to / will go from one substance to a different to attempt and fill the vacuum our lives have become.

Don\'t Believe A Word An Addict Says: It is not that your beloved desires to deceive you or allow you to down in any way. They hate it when that happens, despise themselves even more, in additional they would like their addictive substance even more, as a result. It\'s that the substance has become who they are. They feel the substance is essential to survival, so, when forced to form a selection between their loved one or their substance, most addicts choose their substance. As a result of of the need for the substance, the one talent addicts hone to perfection is the employment of deception and manipulation thus they can get a lot of of their substance. We have seen the love of countless family members be used against them and their higher judgment simply thus the addict will get a lot of it. If the one you love promises to quit/change, to induce employment, if you may 'help' them out just this once a lot of, don\'t believe it. Believe what they are doing, not what they say. If they voluntarily quit and check themselves into a program, have hope, but do not believe till you see a solid diary of clean and sober. After you insist on seeing solid proof, you\'re serving to your beloved perceive what it may take.

Set Solid Boundaries: This is often where your facilitate is required most. By setting solid boundaries and being inflexible to their pressure, you show your addicted loved one how vital it is to measure at intervals those boundaries. Addicts are simply like spoiled children. They will pressure you with lies, tantrums, withholding love, no matter it takes to induce what they need out of you. Once they need it, you won\'t hear from them again till they have one thing else. If your boundary is solid, simply like a child, your addicted loved one can feel additional secure and additional loved. Clearly, the foremost vital boundary with an addiction is to quit. If you have got an acquaintance staying with you and there\'s no condition that they quit their addiction, you have got no boundary. If your loved one is not staying with you however asks for help every now and then, the boundary should be the same...quitting. It\'s not love to convey a kid everything it wants...it\'s abuse.

To Help Them Do not Help Them: We have a tendency to\'ve heard from many family members who felt they weren\'t contributing to their loved one\'s addiction...simply helping them survive. As painful as it is, if you\'ve got a loved one therefore smitten by medicine or alcohol that they need your facilitate for food, clothes or housing, the worst thing you\'ll be able to do is offer those things to them. It makes it easier for them to be an addict. By serving to support them, we are enabling them to use whatever money they get from alternative sources to shop for their need. The only method we can facilitate them whereas they are using is to allow them to fall flat on their faces. Allow them to feel each bit of the pain and wretchedness their selections have brought them to. The a lot of pain they feel, the additional willing they will be to try to to what it takes to urge clean. We don\'t recognize where the 'bottom' is for our loved ones. This can be why the waters of addiction are treacherous. Typically, when you\'re making an attempt to save someone they pull you under.

If we love them, we have a tendency to will not believe them, we tend to will set firm boundaries and we have a tendency to will not help them as long as they\'re abusing a substance. True love is expressed by doing and saying, not what your loved ones want, but what they need...even if it means losing their love.

Fucking Wake Up La

2010-06-03T16:03:00.005+08:00

I truly believed that even TILL NOW, u still dun admit to ur fucking mistakes.. n yet u still wanna turn the whole damn thing around!

What is the WORST thing is that EVEN TILL NOW, u still dunno where I m coming from n still thinking that I kip on having the tot that maybe u did something with tat asshole as what u claim.

Beb, U R FUCKING WRONG!

Dun go around calling ppl the thief when u r the thief.

If to u I m a faker by keeping quiet n dun go around broadcasting ur affair 1 year ago
just becuz
I treasure u as my friend, then go ahead n name me as a faker.

If tat makes u happy.

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Oh I also forgot tis point cuz u mentioned tat u have a selective memory loss.. oh ya ya ya... hw can i forgot about that theory of urs?

mm.. no wonder..

u can choose to remember what u wan to remember..

If u said that u admit ur mistakes n know that u r wrong, y is it tat till now.. I have yet to hear or see any remorseful words nor actions.

Telling others how sorry u r n etc is just only a way of gaining sympathy from others. When the fact is u dint even apologized to me.

I really have to salute u.. for u r the greatest pretender existing on this earth.

U want me to flare up to make me look like the one bullying u n then u will gain the upper hand of gaining sympathy from others,

sorry i wont fall for it.

But is ok la...

Cuz not everyone is able to ALWAYS live in their own world n choose what they want to see, hear, smell or even remember.

Guess What?

These are the scariest ppl on earth..

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Wat a day!!

2010-05-26T17:41:00.002+08:00

Previously, I totally had no idea that I won a SAMSUNG 40" 3D LED PLASMA TV, SAMSUNG BLUE-RAY DVD PLAYER, 2 PAIR OF 3D GLASSES thru a hidden lucky draw contest!

The person-in-charge haf been looking for me for like almost 2 weeks!
then finally i decided to pick up the phone!

After a long awaited almost 2 weeks, my prize have finally arrived! Unfortunately I m going to sell away for my school fees!
Wat a pity rite?

Well, no choice... wat to do?!

sigh..

Anyway, look on the bright side! I dun have to worry about my school fees then..

So for now, I need to look for a buyer!

Anyone who is interested pls drop me a mail at: ling.wn@gmail.com

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It has been quite a fruitful month for me, cuz I met up with all my ex-colleagues n feeding love to my ah bi n etc.

I manage to do alot of catching up with Eelynn, kak Lina, Aidah n so on la...

Kinda feels nice.. We have long chats continuously for 2 weeks n blah blah blah..

Actually I realised that both me n one of them share a common story about friends.
Quite a disappointing story.

1 is weird n the other is a fake.
But both share a common name: 'LOSER'

How on earth can a 'supposedly-named-best-friend' friend treat us like a fool leh??

This is one thing that both of us cannot understand at all!!!!

Seriously, WE DUN!!!!!

So now, I learned not to trust ppl so easily for they will take u as a puppet to play around with!

For my side: U can go around n tarnish my reputation or bad-mouth abt me or even copy me, Cuz I dun care n for those who koe me inside out n outside in will jolly koe tat I m not tat kind of person!

Just like what Sue n Mimi have said: Best friends are suppose to pick u up wherever u 'dump' them!

Betul?

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Ashamed...

2010-04-18T16:09:00.005+08:00

Exam period is juz round the corner.. n I m like.. wateva...

Tell u something interesting about yesterday at my workplace:

It was a hot Sat morning when I started work, n down came the rain in the noon time. I lost a bet with my cook. He claimed that it wud definitely rain cuz is juz too hot. While on the other side I said otherwise. So end up I lost.
Well tis is yet the main topic.

Due to the super heavy rain, no new customers came. At tat point of time, there is this young chinese family waiting for the rain to stop before getting into their car which is directly parked infront of the bistro.
The particular spot where the young dad parked his car is the turning curve of the road; i.e, no other cars can actually make a right turn cuz he has blocked the path.

Out of nowhere, I heard a long honking of the car honk. Probably about 10 mins.. continuously honking. So I decided to walk out of the office n see what's going on.

This lady who happens to be the boss of Kids Kampoung was the culprit for creating that honking hazzard. She was angry cuz she cant make a turn n nobody actually come and claim the car which was blocking her way.
She continue to honk, hopefully someone wud claim n shift the bloody car away.

It was raining profusely!!

End up no choice, we have to shift our table inside in order to allow her to make tat turn. When everything is done, I tot the show was over so I went back into office.
I came out of the office again to see wat happen cuz I heard shouting. So I tot what happen again.

Tis time round, the owner of tat bloody car apparently have shifted his car. He tot he wont see that lady again, but he saw her walking towards him n starting shouting n stuff...
Now, guess who is the owner of that bloody car?

Is actually that young chinese family in the bistro who is waiting for the rain to stop!!!
MY GOD!! I was thinking to myself tat, how can u bloody dun admit ur damn car when u r causing such a scene, yet u, ur young wife n ur 2 kids can watch the whole drama together with the others??!!!!

Then when everything is done, then u came up discreetly to aknowledge ur car, hopefully wont see the lady... so who is the fool here??

The fool is not the lady, is nobody but the young dad n his entire family!!!

The lady asked him if he is aware of the honking noise that she make n etc. Guess what the young dad said?

Well, he said oh.. sorry I dint koe it was my car that caused the obstruction.
n I DIDNT HEAR THE HONKING NOISE!!!!

Wat kind of lame stupid reason to give???

When his whole family is standing next to me watching the lady behaving like a crazy woman??!!!!

Both the wife n he himself can just pretended nothing happen.

After tis incident, I m so sorry to say that I m ashamed of being a chinese...
My god!!

There is actually these kind of people exist in this world...

If u jolly well koe that u have made a mistake come forward to clarify or clear it instead of pretending you dunno anything or nuthing have ever happen, n when is being exposed then u kanna caught red handed! By then u will be even more embarrassed cased by ur own mistakes.
For wat??

sigh....

Well wat to do?

1 type of rice can feed so many different kind of people.. isnt it??

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2010-03-13T12:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys, haven been too hardworking in updating my blog lately.
Promise tat u guys will be hearing my updates soon.

BTW, CONGRATULATIONS to my dearest Ling-Mei. I m so excited and so looking forward to ur big day!!!

hmph.... so who is next?
keke..

2010-02-03T06:24:00.001+08:00

I just speechless, yet I want to burst out.

But I dunno how.

I need help.

Lyrics of 12 Days Of Christmas!

2009-12-25T08:20:00.005+08:00

Do anyone still remember the time tat when back in poly days, during the lecture time in LT? The period is close to Christmas time.

Remember wat we do just to kill the time when the lecturer is just so damn boring?

We will go around asking people for the full song lyrics of this X'mas song - 12 days of Christmas!!!!!

hahaha...

It was like so funny!!

At the end of the class, no one is able to fill in the whole paper!! hahaha...

either was too confused about the exact sequence of wat comes wat first or is just tat on which day comes wat.

Isn't it hilarious??

Guess nowadays, we the young people dun really bother about all this things anymore la, rite? We just know roughly only! But not into really the details stuff.

Well, just to clear the misunderstandings n the concepts. I found the correct n the exact lyrics to tat song which been trying to figure out.

12 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS SONG LYRICS:

On the first day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

A partridge in a pear tree.

On the second day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the third day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the fourth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the fifth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the sixth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Six geese a-laying,

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the seventh day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Seven swans a-swimming,

Six geese a-laying,

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the eighth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Eight maids a-milking,

Seven swans a-swimming,

Six geese a-laying,

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the ninth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Nine ladies dancing,

Eight maids a-milking,

Seven swans a-swimming,

Six geese a-laying,

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the tenth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Ten lords a-leaping,

Nine ladies dancing,

Eight maids a-milking,

Seven swans a-swimming,

Six geese a-laying,

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the eleventh day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Eleven pipers piping,

Ten lords a-leaping,

Nine ladies dancing,

Eight maids a-milking,

Seven swans a-swimming,

Six geese a-laying,

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the twelfth day of Christmas,

my true love sent to me

Twelve drummers drumming,

Eleven pipers piping,

Ten lords a-leaping,

Nine ladies dancing,

Eight maids a-milking,

Seven swans a-swimming,

Six geese a-laying,

Five golden rings,

Four calling birds,

Three French hens,

Two turtle doves,

And a partridge in a pear tree...

So, people r u guys all clear now? hahaha...

In addition, I also have highlighted the main points also!! keke...

Dun ever get confused anymore, aite???

haha!!!

Wishing u guys Merry Christmas n a Happy New Year!!!

Merry Xmas!!!

2009-12-25T03:33:00.004+08:00

HO! HO! HO!

Merry Xmas 2009 to all my dearest friends n loved ones... Times passes so fast even without u realizing.. is just like a blink!

My god! Year 2009 wasn't really a very good year thou.. disasters fall upon us human civilization, studies getting tougher, economic crisis etc...

Well, one thing good tat happens on me is tat I managed to pass all my subjects!!! I sincerely pray tat my WIL 1 pass too...

n also first time tat I can get to spend my time with Ah Bi on Xmas!

If not, usually he will be working on tis kind of festival seasons too!

In another 5 days, will be welcoming the year 2010.

A Brand New Year.....

A Brand New Start.....

A Brand New Semester...

n also

A Brand New ME!!!!!!!!

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Finally back to work after a couple of months of rest..

I totally had no idea tat so many things have change..

Feels kinda not used to it also..

The turnover is rather high..

Glen left the office... due to family problems... sigh...

Kinda miss her thou..

But luckily, Jing n the rest is still there.

Guess wat?

Just yesterday, Jing strike lottery of $4k plus!!

Damn lucky huh!

Dun even koe how much she bet also!

But wat we koe is tat, she strike the first prize!!

So damn lucky for her!!

How I wished is me lo!! But too bad, I dun even koe how to draw tat 4D paper, let alone

gambling!

haha

Is also a good thing tat I dunno also la, cuz me so poor with numbers.

ME n NUMBERS are just not friends!

We r enemies!!

haha...

Well, time for me to go n party n celebrate Xmas!!

So, I shall update u guys again!!

Ciaoz Ciaoz n Merry Xmas to u all!!!!!

ZoukOut party n more parties...... 2009

2009-12-15T04:59:00.002+08:00

12th Dec 2009 = ZoukOut [ A Dance Music Festival ]

8PM - 8AM

Siloso Beach Sentosa

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Had a pretty tough day in the day before going to ZoukOut.

Dint expect too much from the event. Cuz attend last year, wasnt really tat fantastic.

However, at the end of the party, it was like a WHOO-HOO!!!

Sue came with Is, Yann, Mimi n her brother.

Me with Ah Bi.

The rest just chilled..

The line up for this year was kinda good.

From the Zouk residents to big shots like, Martin Solveig, The Martinez Brothers, Tiga, Richie Hawtin to Armin Van Buuren etc..

All of us were standing at the main tent which is Tent A. It was so crowded that we got to stand at the very very side of the stage.

Saw so many familiar faces, but just dint want to say hi.. cuz too lazy to bother.

Ah bi was so looking forward to hear how Richie Hawtin plays but end up, he kinda get disappointed with how the programming goes n stuff.

So disappointed for him.

At the second shot came Armin Van Buuren, he was good! Though he likes to kip on teasing the crowd, which I find tat is kinda irritating. But overall was good la.

Enjoyed myself at this yr Zoukout cuz Ah Bi is with me ma.

Guess wat?

After Zoukout, Ah bi was asked to play at Azzura, so end up we extend our party again at Azzura.

After the party ends at 8AM, all of us went over to Azzura!!

Unfortunately Sue n the rest dint able to stay for long cuz they r just too tired already. Azian too.

End up just left with the normal gang. But was good too. Adeline n me went around dancing n behaving like idiots.

Was fucking hot! Both of us went to dip in the jaccuzi first. Then after tat I managed to force Ah bi to go to the pool with me! hahaha...

Damn cold la, the water at the pool area. Soak too long in the water, end up I got terrible sunburn!!

I dint want to go for sun-tanning, but end up I got sun burn unintentionally!

Champion rite??

Sigh.. so now I m like suffering! *sobbing*

Too bad, Adeline n Deno want to go back home. So the rest went back to Siloso Beach Resort.

n the rest is history.

Photos will be upload soon in facebook..

Sianz, still gotta go school tomolo... sigh....

Now or Later? Clean or Dirty Method?

2009-12-11T18:32:00.003+08:00

I feeling so oily now... thinking shud I bathe now or later.. hahaha..

but think i go bathe later la.

Clean or dirty? Now or later? keke...

Feeling so restless... just wanna sleep forever n dun haf to do anything.

I wan to make myself radiant and haf the glow shinning from my face again!

Back to the old good days... make myself younger again!

I hope school faster faster fucking finished, cuz I hate them n I doubt they like me either!

Fortunately, I managed to pass all my damn subjects this sem, if not, I think I can go n sell my ass already! U wouldnt koe tat kind of feeling boy! To always retake ur history lessons again..

Hopefully, next sem will be the same for me. Have to start thinking for myself n nothing else. Cuz is very important to survive in the future!!!

ok la, anything will update either here or wherever la!

Ciaoz....

PS: I wan to go n bathe now cuz feeling so oily. n I hate the dirty feel....

btw, who likes? haha.

Sorry..

2009-12-07T17:34:00.004+08:00

Sorry guys for not posting any entries since the last time. Cuz been lazing, partying etc around. N also for the ugly blogskin the previous time. Dunno which idiot deleted the main picture away n thus causing my previous skin to look like a headless chicken!

But I have change away to this new one! I pretty much like it cuz I feel is so cool... thou is simple n not tat loud..

But then again, I like it.

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Well, last 2 weeks, I went to CGK cuz ah lau had a gig there.So I tagged along. Miss L had invited pek-ah n ah lau to go over there to spin for her birthday party at this new club called- Immigrant.

Boy! I missed CGK so much! The last time tat I went there was like a few years back n tat was the time that ah lau was working for J-Lounge! Phew.. I have aged!

Was there for 4 days n stay at this service apartment, not too bad, rather classy. Anyway too much to tok about the trip, too lazy to type.

Anyway, the trip was good la..

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My baby had just officially step into the 3s... haha...
Had secretly planned with the rest of the guys to give him a surprise party.. thou I got no money to really give him a really good one.
But hey, all he ever wanted was a birthday song from me!
n for those who know me, they knew tat I cant sing for nuts! But then, since my ah bi requested, so I sing for him lo.. keke..
He was so happy... n I feel so malu.. looks like I really gotta enroll myself in some vocal at training class!

On tat night, he had so much ice-cream at Swensen! Friends came to have a lil gathering with the b-day boy. Unfortunately, I fall sick on his birthday. Terrible cough n so on...
Felt really bad cuz I m sick.. So I had another secret plan at Mangosteen.
After doing our shopping at Vivo, I dragged him down to Mangosteen n planned a special dessert for ah bi with the help of a friend.
He was surprised!
n I m happy!
Do I need for further elaboration? keke...

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The other day was at Azzura. Place, music, ambience is nice n I like it. Saw my ex-colleague working there.. After that go to CDM, also saw afew ex-colleagues still working there.. I was like.. DUH!
Kinda missed working under Lifebrandz la...

Never been to Wavehouse b4, tat day was the first time. The whole place is sponsored by Redbull! n the place was like whoa! The artificial wave was whoa! Only for those professional surfers! Those who dunno how to surf, pls dun make a fool of urself! The place is very nice... kinda atas..

The only place in Sentosa tat I have yet to go is One degree 15. I only saw photos. n if I'm not wrong, is a different concept from Cove. Wat can I say? Is only for the rich!

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Ok la, time for me to go n cook dinner for my baby already. update again!
ciaoz!

Isn't it tiring?

2009-11-18T11:07:00.002+08:00

This is a combination of a west meets ends essay... n telling to others that time is short.
Finally exam is over n I tot I could have a good rest but guess wat? This stupid WIL is an irritant! It actually conduct its damn stupid classes during the damn holidays.

I m already very physically n mentally tiring. I do not wished to become 第2个被蒙在故里的人。 Cuz is so 累。This kind of simple tricks n method could easily 被发现的。Hence I think is very hilarious. hahaha....

电话交换的方式, is basically too fundamental. 有时候，我真的不知道你要的是什么。My advice is.. dun ever try to settle one's problem by 叫别人去帮你解决。

U have finally gained my sympathy for having such a stressful mind. I really feel so damn sorry for u. Speechless for I can say nuthing... Anxious as defined by the rate of ur heart beat. Being in an unstable and worried environment must haf make u jumping unrestlessly...
All voice down to a single factor of - WHY?
go thru all these hassles n trouble just to get 你要的。

With sweats n perspiration rolling down invisibly from their body eagerly trying to let u koe tat he/she is aint living in comfort. I m aware that sometimes with another person around can be SO damn difficult to settle all those small little trival matters which is yet to clear, cuz that person is rather aware of the surroundings. But guess what?
No choice. cuz this is the price tat gotta pay upon having to go a long way instead of a short cut.

Making own self feel sorry n gain the sympathy by people around u reflects the kind of weak human u r. On the other side, making the rest trying to figure out n causes dislike able or even hatred to the other party thus reflected wat kind of implications plotted by the first party whom trying to make themselves feel sorry.

Definitely the last resort of sliding ur way thru is by setting up n under the kind of enforcement of the circumstances, might not able to even have ur way thru. Of course, if one side tries not to be too pushy, they will not be pushy. But if they belongs to the agressive n demanding kind, then I shall wish u good luck. Cuz the end result will be the one that u will have to clean n clear the whole messy situations by urself n also be prepared for the worst situation. Timing factor is a critical issue for a person who waited impatiently for the ultimate outcome or plannings to literally come true.

Therefore timming wait for no one. Enlightenment usuallly came too late. Regrets always appeared at the wrong timming. Determination n willingness often refused to be accepted during the course of process n thats y regrets came sneaking in.

U r happy now rite?

2009-11-04T17:08:00.002+08:00

As wat my shoutout in FB states: 'Which Cat doesnt like to eat fish? It's juz a matter of: the more the merrier or be contended with just only one', wat does this sentenance tells?

If u r a smart person, u will koe. But if u r not, then I m sorry to say tat u r stupid.

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I have finally totally lost it last nite. I fucked everything up. Is this the stage tat u wanna force me to end up?
Ans: Yes, cuz I m now in tat stage.

Is a horrendous place to be in, if u have no idea how is going to be like. I myself also dunno wat to do now.

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Do anything n everything tat u want, just make sure that end of the day dun defeat the purpose or the meaning of the word tat u have ever once said.

Talking is free;
Action is expensive;
Effort is priceless;
Sincerity is the core value.

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So wat is it now?

Urs Urs ; Mine Mine ; or Wateva is urs is also mine n likewise wateva is mine is also urs?

We shall see.

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My mum has ever said: the only way to find out whether if u have urself a good husband is only till the day tat u die. Is only when the 4 nails have been nailed n the rest of the reaction n behaviour of ur husband then able to know if u have marry a good one or nort.
Somehow or rather there is some sense in tat. But then again, the 4 nails can only be refer to the chinese, how about the rest of the different race?
Probably about the same method as well la.

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Is it true tat men will have this sickness if they just stick to only 1 hole?
I dunno.
So who is the one who is in this 'cheebye-lisation' culture now?

We dunno...
The author shall mention soon....

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SIGH.......................

2009-11-03T17:08:00.002+08:00

I found this list on a website, find it kinda interesting so decided to post it here!

Girls, do take a careful look n some serious tots about this list...
mmmm.... u never know!!

99 SIGNS TAT UR MAN IS HAVING AN AFFAIR OR JUZ KEEPING THINGS TO HIMSELF RATHER THAN SHARING IT WITH YOU:

1. He sleeps with his hand phone by his side.
2. He brings his hand phone into the bathroom.
3. He is having more than one SIM card.
4. He is having more than one hand phone.
5. Your calls to his hand phone are unanswered.
6. His hand phone is switched off whenever you call him.
7. He tells you that you can call him at another hand phone number.
8. His hand phone is equipped with multi-card/duo SIM card.
9. He deletes the SMS/MMS messages from his hand phone.
10. Intimate SMS/MMS messages in his hand phone that were not sent by you.
11. He clears the call list from his hand phone.
12. His hand phone bill hitched.
13. He sneaks out of the house for no apparent reason.
14. He goes to the coffee shop for a drink but comes back 3 hours later.
15. Change of behaviour.
16. Change of attitude towards you.
17. Your instinct tells you something is not right.
18. Whispering or speaking softly on the phone.
19. Hangs up the phone whenever you are near him.
20. You answer his hand phone in his absence and the caller hung up.
21. You answer his hand phone in his absence and the caller asked for a different person.
22. Lost of interest in family activities.
23. Not wanting to air his view in plans related to the family.
24. Suddenly becomes particular of his look.
25. Change of the way he used to dress.
26. Small intimate gift in his possession not given by you.
27. Extra credit cards that you are unaware of.
28. Purchases of items in credit card statements that were not meant for you.
29. Credit card statements sent to another address.
30. Receipts of items not purchased for you found on him.
31. Extra money that were not accounted for.
32. His clothing smell of unfamiliar perfume.
33. The seat belt of his car smells of unfamiliar perfume.
34. Strands of hairs not belonging to you found on his clothing.
35. Strands of hairs not belonging to you found in his car.
36. Pubic hairs found on his car seat.
37. Lipstick marks on his clothing.
38. Unexplained marks on his neck/body.
39. Goes overseas more frequently than before.
40. Not letting you know his flight details when travelling.
41. Not letting you know the hotel he stays when overseas.
42. Coming back from overseas with gifts such as perfume claiming that it is purchased on behalf of his friend.
43. He spends more time on the computer especially in your absence.
44. He deletes details from his computer including emptying the recycle bin.
45. He shows sudden interest in music.
46. He joins a gym out of a sudden.
47. He walks the dog for extended time.
48. Suddenly interested in jogging.
49. He finds reason to stop wearing his wedding ring.
50. He buys himself sexy underwear.
51. He washes his underwear whilst having his shower.
52. He comes home with a pair of fresh underwear.
53. He leaves home fresh in the morning and comes home fresh in the evening.
54. He makes decisions without discussing with you.
55. He criticizes your appearance.
56. He criticizes your dressing.
57. He becomes impatient with you.
58. He becomes impatient with the children.
59. His friends/colleagues appeared uncomfortable in your presence.
60. He appeared uncomfortable in the presence of your friends/colleagues.
61. Prevents attending functions when your friends whom he knows are also attending.
62. He picks fights out of trivial matters.
63. He works late too frequently.
64. He entertains too frequently.
65. He criticizes your cooking.
66. He finds reasons not to have dinner with you.
67. He takes leave without your knowledge.
68. He stops telling you of his activities as he used to be.
69. Keeps condoms in his car/wallet when he does not use them with you.
70. Wants to try new techniques/positions when having sex with you.
71. Lessens the frequency of having sex with you.
72. Stops having sex with you.
73. Tries to go to bed after you have fallen asleep (to avoid having sex).
74. Giving prior notice that he is tired before going to bed.
75. Removes child seat/toys from his car.
76. Asks you questions pertaining to likings of women.
77. Asks you questions like "is it possible to love more than one person"
78. Hinted that it is all right to have a mistress.
79. Shows extreme concern about where are you when he is out.
80. Suddenly becomes calculative in the family’s expenditure.
81. Accounts with banks unknown to you.
82. Daydreaming when he is with you.
83. Tends to be forgetful even on important issues.
84. Prevents fetching you in his car.
85. Disappearance during family outings/gatherings claiming to be going back to work.
86. Hotel receipts in his possession.
87. Hotel name cards in his possession.
88. Petrol station receipts that were not the usual stations he visits.
89. Treating you extremely nice that you feel he has done something wrong.
90. Telling you he is with a particular person to cover the time of his disappearance unaccounted for.
91. Does not hold our hand in the public as he used to be.
92. Coming home wearing another shirt.
93. Shows interest in items meant for females whilst shopping with you.
94. Goes to toilet too frequently when he is out with you.
95. His secretary addressed you wrongly too frequently when you call him.
96. Unpaid parking fines sent to your house at somewhere he has no reason to be (especially after office hours).
97. Going for National Service too frequently.
98. Background of telephone calls does not sound where he claimed to be.
99. He feels uncomfortable when being introduced to a friend who is a “P.I.”, “investigator” or “Private Eye”.

WHY??

2009-11-02T17:30:00.005+08:00

有时候，说真话是最好最佳的良药。而如果你选着不说实话而选一些需要来演開的故事，那样的话你就不是一个很让人相信和依靠的人。
因为不是所有的人你觉的都是白痴。他们是有脑的，都是一些会看，会想的人。

有时候，你不需要说明一劫另一个人就能够明白一劫。他/她知道陣个的一劫。这是个很伤人的事实。

因为你已经失去了一个对你有信任的人。

为何要多次一局呢？？

你不觉的很浪费时间吗？

Honesty is always the Best Policy.

说真话永远都是最好的保险。

我相信我这一次又被蒙在鼓里。但是我相信我所看到的，我所知道的，和我所感受到一劫。因为at the end of the day, 他是不会给我我想知道的一劫的。
就好比我用我自己的手来打自己一巴掌一样。就是不会有头绪的。

所以我什么都不能做，什么都不能说。只好慢慢的等到他良心发现才来跟我说吧。

或许到时候，已经太迟了。

所以要乘早啊！！！不然后悔就来不及了。

对吧？

LIFE SUCKS, FUCKS, DUCKS, or wateva.. haha..

2009-10-28T16:10:00.003+08:00

What is the meaning of Happiness??

In chinese, happiness is 快乐. If u were to separate the 2 words, 快 means fast n 乐 means happy; in another word, it simply refers tat happiness comes fast n end fast. It dun last.
The period tat happiness u haf will only last for a short while n after that it will be gone.

Dun u think so?

So FUCKING TREASURE ur HAPPINESS while u still haf it, cuz u wudnt koe when happiness will come to u again.
Rite?

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What is Love?

Love is a kind of strange affair. It can form into DIFFERENT shapes.
Eg: BF/GF, GF/GF, BF/BF, BF n many GFS, GF n many BFS, friendship, objects, affairs, news, food etc....

So many different kinds.

1 thing tat I koe is tat, when ur love for ur partner get too strong, this will cause an NEGATIVE impact on ur partner. Pls take note tat, I m not saying that u haf to be possessive n controls everything tat ur partner do. M just simply refering to strong love.
End up, letting him/her have a feeling tat u r just being to possessive.
Thus u will do all sort of things just to make sure that ur partner wun have tat kind of feeling from u.

However when u r doing ur best in making ur partner feels good, who is making u feel good then?
Sometimes is just so hard to get someone to understand and see the point that u r seeing.
n when the message tat u send across to the other party just dun get c ur point, u will get fucking frustrated, depressed, or even breaking down.

Isnt it?

Is always the case when one side refuses to really stand out from the box n see.

Well wateva it is, in order to have a good n strong love between u n ur partner, the NUMBER 1 MOST IMPORTANT thing is to FUCKING COMMUNICATE!!!!

n when u feel tat ur love is always been taken for granted n u dun feel like u r being appreciated by ur partner, wat shud u do?

figure out urself.

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So much of saying, n not much of doing.

This will only portray u as being no sincerity. Talking is cheap or shud I say is FREE?
If one really want to show tat u r being sincere, then show by action.

At the end of the day is ur OWN WILL, DETERMINATION, SINCERITY n maybe LOVE.

Often when u follow ur heart to make a decision, u will feel very comfortable at the moment. But u koe tat the outcome of ur tat decision is not going to be positive. Ended up u will feel fucked up.

When u make a decision with ur brain, u will not be able to enjoy the comfortable moment in tat moment, but however, in the long run u will get to feel tat comfortableness.
Is just like.. u work hard when u r young n u can get to retire early n enjoy life till the day tat u die.

Which one of the category u often fall into when u r making a decision?
Ask urself.

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If u r someone who is able to laugh at ur own mistakes n realize it. U r someone.
But if u r someone who cannot be criticize of ur mistakes by others, then maybe is time for u to think otherwise.

Cuz if u already koe that others r pin-pointing at ur mistake n yet u refuse to admit it n STILL trying to defense urself with other STUPID excuses or reasons. Then u r a loser.

Think logically, rationally n sensibly. Put ur ego n ur pride aside n take a look at the issues, then maybe u will be able to see clearly...

Before I round this up, one more thing, NEVER DO ANYTHING JUST FOR THE FUCKING SAKE OF DOING IT. CUZ NO SINCERITY IS IN IT. OTHERS ARE TO TELL IF U R JUST FOR THE SAKE...

If just for the sake of doing it, then my suggestion is dun even do it. time is wasted on the necessaries
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Tats all for today. I boring already.

2009-10-25T20:03:00.002+08:00

有时候，你可能看我的样子有时好像本本的。就好像是个bimbo一样。
其实我一点都不是那样。

有时候你嘴是说你已经没有设么在瞒我的，可是我并不觉的是。
因为你的一聚一动说明了所有的东西。而我能看的出来其实你还有东西在瞒我。
但是我选者不说。

因为我知道及时我向你问个明白，你还是会说你没有。

所一那我又问来着设么呢？

明知道了答案，为何还要来打自己一巴掌呢？

为何有时候你就不能坦白一点，来跟我解释个清楚或是来跟我说个究竟。
有那么难吗？

两个人在一起不就是要坦白吗，有设么事情不能说的而要躲躲藏藏，
有哪一个时候是会生气的？
你要什么我都会给你意见或是跟你一起去完成的，我就是不明白为何到现在还选者不说。

彼此有更深一成的了解不就会更爱，更珍惜对方吗？

我现在什么都不能说不能做，只好默默的假装什么都不知道，只好慢慢的等待，等到你良心发现才来跟我说吧。。。。。

无论是什么，我还是一样地那么爱你。。。希望你能看得到。。。。。

Wat ia Love?

2009-10-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

If u were given 2 choices on the things that u cannot live without, wat wud it be??

Most ppl will answer: hp and money, hp and their computer, love ones and money etc

But for me, my answer will be: Love ones and me myself.

No hp no computer for me is fine. Cuz they are just secondary stuff and to add on, I got nuthing to hide. So my stuff is kinda open to everyone in a way.

Love is the same just like money. For money, some people can disowned their families, able to break a family up etc..

Tat goes the same for love as well. Without love, this world can no longer be round.

For some, their definition of love is different from others.

It can be love for pets, bf/gf kinda love, family n siblings love, love for certain objects, for food, for services or even certain kinda actions behaviour etc...

Some people can love money to the extreme end, some love sex so much to the point tat they dun care about the consequences of getting dieseases, some love to tease n disturb others just for the fun some love food etc..

Love can be very epidemic just like a smile. The duration for their love on a particular item/objects or wateva may not be for long term. It changes as the time past.

For me, my love towards certain stuff can never be change. Cuz I have already integrated into it, which means I have already become them and thus loving it.

Is kinda hard to elaborate. Probably the best examples that I can pull off is a mother's love for their children. No matter how rebelious they are, the care n concern n love tats comes from a mother will NEVER decelerate.

Tats the kinda love I m toking about.

Another point tat I wanna highlight is: Loves n Lies..

Wat is the linkage btwn love n lies?

For some, they may say tat is ok to even tell a white lie to ur loved ones, but then again, is it really ok??

I used to lie alot, so much tat I dun even stammered when comes to lying.

But someone told me before tat, for 1 lie tat i say, I have to used 10 lies to cover for tat 1 lie. So if there is 2 lies, then do ur maths.

Upon hearing this, I realise tat is actually very true. Furthermore U have to remember wat u haf lied. Tat is the tedious part.

How about btwn lying n choose not to say?

Till now, I still trying to figure out what is the difference n their similarites.

Probably their differences is tat one have to create another artificial story to let the other party koe n the other one dun even have the need to think of something, just kip the mouth shut.

For their similarites, I interpretate it as both is as bad. Wat is the difficulty level in being truthful n honest?

Can someone pls answer tat qns?

Commitment?

2009-09-25T05:50:00.003+08:00

Once, there is this person who tells me: stop hurting urself n make others upset. Treasure and love urself before u can go n love others.

Now I have learned to love myself and I m loving someone.
Cuz I stopped hurting myself.

But wat about the times when u just dun koe where and how u can vent ur frustration?

So wat will be the 1st thing that will come to ur mind straight?
U will just want to lose urself.

Back to wat u were in the first place. Embrace into the arms of loved ones and behave like a child. So tat they will give the attention to u.

How about when u koe u cant behave like tat?

U will just go back hurting urself.

Often people say,' u wont koe how it feels', or ' u wont understand' etc, when one trying to give advice to the other. And very often the other party will say,'no, i truely understand what it feels like to be in ur shoes,' etc.. ask urself again, do they really understand wat is the feeling like?

Ans: No. Is just a way of consolling the other party.

True?

Ans: Yes.

Others will not understand or aware of the feeling becuz they r not u, they r not the one facing the problems, sadness or situations.

Different people think n feel differently. Some will think of the problems in this angle, some will think that angle n so on.
Tats is why there is this job called the negotiator or mediator.
Because they looked at the problems or situation in all angles, maybe some is even in an angle which u as the one facing the problems, wouldnt even think about it.

There is also situations whereby one would just simply loose themselves as they do not koe how to face the problems anymore.
Loose themselves can mean several ways.
This includes: suicide thoughts, self-injury, depression, becoming into a different person n so on.

The dark side of the world is a scary place that I believe NOBODY wud want to stay there forever or even stepping in.

Shud I rephrase it? It will not happen about staying forever in the dark world. Cuz upon reaching the ultimate point, the resort is suicide.
Then maybe I can conclude that that will be the last forever moment.

There is this song - Mad World - by Gary Jules, the lyrics goes like this:
'all around me are familiar faces,
worn out places, worn out faces.
bright and early for the for the daily races, going nowhere, going nowhere.
their tears are filling up their glasses,
no expression, no expression.
hide my head, I want to drown my sorrows.
no tomolo, no tomolo.
n I find it kind of funny, find it kind of sad.
the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.
I find it hard to tell u, I find it hard to take.
when people run in circles, it's a very very mad world.
mad world.
children waiting for the day,
happy birthday, happy birthday.
n they feel the way that every child should sit n listen,
sit n listen.
went to school and I was very nervous,
no one know me, no one know me.
hello teacher, tell me wat's my lesson.
look right thru me, look right thru me.'

If anyone of u, can tell me wat is the meaning behind tis song. i wud say that u r propably in the same level as me.

So slowly do ur interpretation n let me know.

sad .... emo....

2009-09-12T02:31:00.004+08:00

My MR Lecturer showed us a MTV. Is a song by Carrie Underwood. Fucking nice!

But you have to watch the music clip is even better!!!

Damn sad! So far, this is the BEST of the BEST MTV tat I have ever came across!!

Damn meaningful!!

Keep thinking wat if one day this kinda things happen to me??!!

Fuck up boy!

But then again, tis is a damn nice song! Definitely have to watch the music clip!

Carrie Underwood - Just A Dream

Lyrics:

It was two weeks after the day she turned 18
All dressed in white going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat

A six pence in her shoe

Something borrowed, something blue

And when the church doors opened up wide

She put her veil down trying to hide the tears

Oh she just couldn't believe it

She heard the trumpets from the military band

And the flowers fell out of her hands

Baby why'd you leave me

Why'd you have to go

I was counting on forever

Now I'll never know

I can't even breathe

It's like I'm looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying he's not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

The preacher man said "Let us bow our heads and pray"

"Lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt"

Then the congregation all stood up and sang

The saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag

And she held on to all she had left of him

oh and what could've been

Then the guns rang one last shot

And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why'd you leave me

Why'd you have to go

I was counting on forever

Now I'll never know

I can't even breathe

It's like I'm looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying he's not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

Baby why'd you leave me

Why'd you have to go

I was counting on forever

Now I'll never know

oh I'll never know

It's like I'm looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying he's not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

Oh this is just a dream

Just a dream

Yeah

Happy!!!!

2009-08-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

Ohmigod! I had a wonderful birthday despite some shit hap and caused some miscmmunications. But then again, on the whole I did enjoyed myself to the fullest!

I would like to thank everyone for attending my birthday. Esp is to my ah bi. I have saw his effort, thoughts and the hard work being invested in it!!

Not forgetting my ah bi's friends too for bringing all their barang barang down and make it as a party!!

Even though Marriott and us had some irritating affairs, but then again, everything was resolved within half of a day cuz we found another location!!!!!

We went to Siloso Beach Resort check into a room with jacuzzi!!!! Nuthing can describe but just a word - EXCELLENT!!

I really enjoyed myself n the everythings.....

It was just too good to be true!

2009-08-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

Arite people, this is the info for my birthday!!

Event: The Frolic Rollick Birthday!
Venue: Marriott Hotel
Room Number: TBA
Time: Between 2100 to 2200
Day & Date: Saturday 15/06/09

For food wise, I wun be ordering any food except for my favourite, Sweet & Spicy drumlets from Pizza Hut. So you r advised to have ur dinner first.
Alcohol (Absolute Peach n Absolute Vodka) will be provided but if u wanna bring ur own will be kindly appreciated.
[well, i dun mind having Choya!! kekekeke]

Highlights of the night: U have to be there then u will koe!!!

Erm... I tink tat will be all for now la, anything else I will post again!!!

2009-08-12T16:44:00.003+08:00

Well, I was taking tis quiz in Facebook- What kind of personality do U have?

I took it.

N the result tat came out was:

further elaboration about the above mentioned was:

'You've got a pretty even-keeled head on your shoulders. You're well grounded and realistic. You dun really day dream or think about the future (unless you r planning ahead of course). Actually you tend to find that day dreaming and flightiness pretty annoying and pointless. Sometimes people get you confused for being a pessimistic, but you know that you r just being real.'

I feel tat the prediction is so accurate lo. Those tat I haven highlight it in bold is really wat is going on in my life.
Some people will really see me as why m I always being so negative n stuff, but the real fact is tat I m just being real in this damn realistic world!
People dun want to see wat is the reality, I m just only bringing them back down to the reality world away from their heaven!

N cuz of this people criticise about me. Which I dun bother cux sooner or later, they will have to face it! I m just making them realise it earlier by which they already cannot accept it. So wat more?!

Sigh...

I always sigh cuz to me, life is not beautiful w/o the co-ordination of others.
How one person's behaviour reacted, has to be portray by another person's action.

Is just like an simple equation.:.:.
How r u able to get an argument started when there is no person argueing with u?
U dun possibly argue with yourself n start punching n swearing at urself!!
Rite?
People will just think tat u r mad or something!
eg: a girl with long hair toking to the air by herself. If u dint see closely u will just think tat she is mad. But if u step closer or if she tied up her hair, then u will find tat actually she is toking on the phone via a blue tooth device!

Make sense? Logical?

Ans: YES! it is!!

So dun always think that my behaviour, thinking n my attitude is based on only myself n not due to the surrounding that comes with the participation of certain behaviours of other people n etc.

If someone who is always having negative feelings, aka being emo, then can ask the person to go n die. Cuz they see life is dark pit hole. They r simply being stuck btwn living or dead. They dunno wat to do but just have to stick on with wat they have. If u ask them to choose btwn life or death, I can tell u, they dunno wat they want.

They r simply like: I dun wan to die neither m I keen on living.

If u really wan to help those ppl, all I can say is tat be patience.

Well n for those who is already a optimisstic, I shall rest my case.

*PS: for those who agree with me, raise up ur hand!!

Ciaoz!

Wat a week...

2009-08-02T14:58:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late-ness updates. Been physically n mentally tired. Dunno why and wat happen. Just feeling tired. Well... anyway tats' the past. I shall tok more about my current weekends.
A very happening n fulfilling week. Aidah join us for party together with Sara, Sue, Yann, Is. Well at least I koe tat my gf can click with them. So tat she wun feel uncomfortable. They clicked together quite well.
'Pphheeewwwww' Relieved.....

As usual my regular party kahkis at living room wud be Sue n Is. Then was quite a surprised tat Aidah n Sarah wud really come. We had our night fulfilled but hwever Aidah half-way needs to go back home. Cuz she say she feel uncomfy... Well is understandable So half-way Ah bi n I send her home. Then Soon after tat, Ah bi n I appeared in the streets of living room. Sue was like so happy to see me, n so m I.
Ah bi dunno why he went n buy a bottle of Belverder Vodka. (If i got the spelling correct la) N he also order a big plate of pizza! Well FYI, if you were to order anything in a club is usually not cheap. So I guess that the total bill should be $200+. I also dunno wat is the occasion boy!

But anyway, I also dint drink! kekeke... After all the cheerings, everybody just hit the dancefloor. As for me, is the usual thing. I always stand next o the console but also at the same time I also try to stand near to the 3 dancing queens!!! hehehe... Seeing them dance makes me so happy. Dunno why!

Club close at 6am.
Saying good-byes to the friends. Ah bi send me to the studio cuz he need to send his car back home. So end up until now, I m still in the studio! Cuz waiting for DJ Fiq n DJ Ah Pek to come back after sending Zurin to work.

While waiting, I played the games in facebook for like the 'n'th number of times!! Until I get so sianz! I m so crazy about this 2 games: The Crazy Taxi n the Bubbles Spinner. I can kip on playing n playing like non-stop! hahahaha

Monday I really got to start working for my OT project liao. No time to waste cuz the deadline is on the 18th of August!!!!!!! Ya lor, wat to do?! When I m still a pathetic student!

Actually on Sunday, we are supposed to attend Ah Bi's ex-gf younger sister's marriage for lunch. But due to Ah Bi got no car n my dress is at my own house, therefore he decided not to go. N furthermore he also got last minute stuff to do. N while toking about work wise... cuz due to a few circumstances, that's y I changed my off day n replace another for the following week. It will be super tiring man!

Next week, 8th August - Saturday, Mandy will be celebrating her birthday 4 days in advance. I dunno what is her plans yet. Maybe will kip us update again.
Another headache will be the week after tat which is my birthday. Sianz.. tis will goes to show that I will only left with 5 more years to go before I gotta changed my I/C!!!!!
Ah bi said he wanna plan something for me, but then again I do not wish that he will spend a lot of money. So I proposed to him tat.. just go for a dinner then after I go party. If the rest wanna come, I m more than happy to welcome. But he said tat he will try to do something about it. Well, therefore I also did not expect too high of an expectation. Well, Sorry guys, only till then I can let u guys koe about it. So just haf to hang on for a while.

My clicks haf been telling me to put a wishlist on my blog, so it will be easier for them to get a gift tat I want. Or should i put it in another way is tat... So it wun be a huge headache for them to crack while trying to get a gift tat hopefully I will use it. So I decided to scrap off the idea of not putting a wish-list on my blog.

Well, this is my very 1st birthday wish-list: (which is after much consideration tat includes my jiat let hp which is not even mine! n blah blah blah)

1. Samsung Preston
2. Blackberry Storm
3. Nokia E71 (black)
4. Samsung Omnia 2
5. Watch (big Face)
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Well attentively these are a fews that I can only think of so much as of now. If I need anything more I will just post it on my blog. Cuz currently I need to get a new phone urgently. Cuz my old phone spoilt already. When people call me n I picked up the calls, they cannot hear me toking but I can hear them. That's the 1st area. 2nd area is tat: Even when I set my profile to General or to my own customised profiles, end up my phone will be functioning to the only profile tat is working in the proper condition which is the Silent profile! hahahaha.... Wat an idiotic phone rite? To add on, this phone is not even my own, it belong to Annuar's mother!!!!!! See how poor I m, even phone also have to borrow from other people! sigh.....

Ya lo, tat's all folks. Any changes I will update u guys again!!

Cheers n have a pleasant week ahead!

Muacks~

MJ

2009-07-08T00:29:00.002+08:00

Been a long time since I've last updated.
Dunno why but just dun feel like it.

Maybe is because been too lazy to do so.
But anyway me now is in the office doing nuthing so might as well update!

I just cannot wait to go back home n watch the Michael Jackson Show! Think I will have a big cry after tat.
Whenever the radio is playing MJ song, my heart just ached.

Sigh.. wat a waste.
He is one fucking talented king of pop! Really respect him!
He is the legend!

MICHAEL.......

*sob*

Crazy!

2009-05-24T20:51:00.004+08:00

Last weekend was fucking crazy!!

There was honest and indecent accidents! Was at living room on Friday with Sue n
Is. Was having so much fun tat I actually able to dance in front of my ah lau!! Can u imagine?
People who know me, knows that there is no way that I could dance infront of my ah lau!! But I could actually do tat!! hahaha...
I was like totally hacked care already n just dance all the way!
Halfway through, there is some shit happen! Lights were on at living room, as usual there is a random spot check.
Sianz.. was such a turn off!!

But nevertheless I still enjoyed myself!

On Sat, Sue invited us to her house for makan. She cooked assam pedas ikan pari!!
After having a few hours of rest from the night before, about 6 plus in the evening, ah bi n me went down to her house.
That was the first time that I saw my ah lau had 3 plates of rice!!! n I had 2 plates. Just imagine how nice was that?!

oooooooo.... sedap nia....

Even when I burbs, there is still the taste of that assam pedas ikan pari!!! hahaha..
ya, I koe tat is gross but who cares?! hhahaha...

After finish eating, Sue gotta put her kids to bed before we can head to living room.

Was really hard work man, just to put the kids to bed! Aint kidding!!

Ah lau gotta go to Bellini first cuz he was spinning there. So it was also the first time tat I head down to living room w/o my ah lau spining there. Kinda feel naked though!! hahaha...

Was supposed to mit another friend of mine, we were supposed to go to the F1 Pit Party. But guess wat?

Initially said will come n picked us up at about 12 plus, then end up we head down to living room first... n after about 3 plus, called him again n said he is coming in 20 minutes times.. but end up we waited till close to 5am!!!

hahahaha...

Despite all the waitig, it was worthwhile cuz was really enjoyed ourselves!

Ah lau came back from bellini to living room n fetch us to the F1 pit together with my tat friend.

Was having nice music cuz was DJ Darren Emerson playing. Halfway through, there is this angmoh who seems kinda lost... got blood stained behind his back. n guess wat?

There is a piece of bottled glass got stuck at his back near his kidney position!!!
Eeeekkkkkssss.....

But he can still continue dancing!! Totally numb!
Until there is someone who reported to the security about the incident then he was being asked to leave!

Fucking gross n sick boy!!!!

Almost 3/4 of the people at the F1 party was smoking in the building durinf the party! Just like the good old days!!!! Damn nice lo that kind of feeling!
By right it was not supposed to do that!
But, who cares when everybody is fucking enjoying!
Even the security cant do anything!!! hahahaha

After the party, we send Sue n Is back. Because her food taste damn good, I requested to ta bao her food back home! hee hee...
Back home, I tot can heat up n cooked alil bit of rice but end up the electricity of my block got tripped!
Damn SIANZ>> till about 7 plus in the night then it was being fixed!
Damn fucking du-lan!

How to trust those government people?!

Angry lo!

Just Another Same Old Day with a different feel....

2009-05-21T16:13:00.006+08:00

Hi hi ppl... 1st of all I wanna apologise to my dearies for not able to attend the Crystal Jade Steamboat buffet last Tuesday. Due to stomach upset.

So sorry guys... I'll make it up to u the next time.
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Next, wanna say thank you to my ah bi for being so sweet n understanding to my nonsense n my naggy-ness!!

haha...

Being together in a 5 year relationship aint easy. Break off n patch back seems like a normal process in a relationship. But being able to patch back n make it seems like being in love with the same person all over again is another different story.
Though we have been through shit n rough times, still he is able to make that happen.
Everybody has their own flaws, tat includes him as well, to be able to tahan all his shit, first got to tahan urs. Then things would be able to sail smoothly.

So tats y I m happy now even though he always call me auntie!
keke...

Back together with him, allows me to explore all the serious-ness n the crazy-ness in life.

Fun + Serious + Love + Silly + Honesty + Arguements = Healthy n Loving Couple

Saying all these is not to make people jealous, showing off or for ppl to envy me but to let him know how I truely feel after wat happen.

Even though now, we may not be leading a luxurious lifestyle, we r contented with wat we have.

No money to eat high quality steak, nvm we can always eat beef cube.
No money to eat at high class restaurant, nvm we can always cook at home.
No money to enjoy going on a trip, nvm we can always take a slow stroll after dinner around the neighbourhood.
No money to even catch movie at a cinema, there is always online movies.
No money to go party at other places, nvm my ah bi is an entertainer.

Sometimes in a relationshp is not always about money.

The equation is not:
Money + Liking of the person then Love n Getting Used to the person comes next

Of course money is important. But if most of the times fall out due to money then I believe tat is not sincere n genuine.

"Money cannot buy true n real love
Money cannot buy true n real fun n happiness
Money cannot buy friends
Money cannot buy a partner"

This is what I feel n think.

Is just like friends.
Doesnt matter where is the place to go, so long the company that u r with kicks the 'FUN' department is fulfilled.

Ya looo... so tats y I dun mind being his auntie!!
hahahaha....

5 years ago (BEFORE)

5 years later (AFTER)

Just like my title:

Just Another Same Old Day With A Different Feel..........

UH-HUH...

2009-05-12T08:50:00.004+08:00

Hey morning ppl!! Its been a long long time since I woke up feeling fresh n so early in the morning!!!
*grin*

Anyway, I was reading some articles n I came across this word. Kinda interesting so tot wanna introduce a new word to u.
It's called: 'FRENEMY'

Translation:
An enemy disguised as a friend, or a friend who is also a competitor. This friendship while possibly mutually beneficial or dependent, is also one tainted by hostility and mistrust.

Eg:
(1) Just look at Paris Hilton n Niccole Richie. From BFFs to frenemies.
(2) Janice Dickinson's - The Janice Dickinson Modelling Agency - looks set to challenge Tyra Banks' - America'sNext Top Model -

*hahahaha*

Ever sounded or look familiar with reference to your situation??

Think about it!

Infact there are lots of these kind of people out there. Disguished as ur so-called BEST FRIEND, but the actual fact is that they are out there to tarnish/compete u!
N that is wat u call - 'COMPETITION', 'JEALOUSY', 'ENVY', 'I CAN BE PRETTIER, BETTER, SEXIER, MORE CAPABLE THAN U' -

Afterall, u think about it. Wat for?

They r just the 'GREEN-EYED MONSTERS'!!

End up wat u get is nuthing but just only a self satisfaction in which is (or properbly) not know to others.

If u set urself a challenge against ur friend, n end up u lost in ur own battle, n tats where u will start feeling all emo, stress, dun feel good, need a break, dark period etc.. n all sorts of attention-seeking nonsense will come.
Or if not, they will try to take the short cut just to be better than you.
wateva shortcut that they can think n capable of.

They just cannot stand seeing u better than them!

At this moment, think twice about tis friend. Whether r they really ur true friend or just someone who is a 'gladiator' trying to defend n defeat for his/her own world to yours.

R they worth ur time n effort in sustaining the friendship?
-think about it-

Sometimes if u take a while n think about the actions tat is being pratice by people, is rather FUNNY, FOOLISH, SILLY, IMMATURE, CHILDISH.
To summarize it, is call drama-mama!!

(think it sound nicer to be name tat!)

Well, unfortunately there r people like tat on this planet. Be it the gals or the guys.

It doesnt jut apply to one sex, but to both sexes!!

Have a good laff n good day to all!

Adios!!

Sigh...

2009-05-06T07:05:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people r just so hard to please.

Communication is important towards human to human.
Without proper communication can always lead to misunderstanding n miscommunication.

Misunderstanding always revolve within people internally when u already know wat is it going on but refused to say it all out just because of what?
EGO is the answer!!!!

sigh....

so sad to know tat...

i strongly believed that people like them just wont grow up till the day they die. or maybe even not!! sigh...

pls la.. people grow up la!

if u think tat life is just all about beautifying urself n tryin to make this pratical world into your little dreamy fairyland.. then u might as well dun try to act like as if u have grown?
Why bother? Is just only a wastage of natural resources!!!

Be contended with wat u have, take everything as natural as it is cuz this is wat we r the day when we r born.
Thank god for the perfection body n everything tat given to us when we first open our eyes n cry.
Dun change tat, cuz if u do, then u will be UN-NATURAL!!!!
What is the best thing tat is being natural?

Ans: BEING NATURAL!!!!!

YOZ!!!!!!!!

2009-05-06T03:03:00.003+08:00

YoZ!!!!!! I M BACK!!!! Anybody give a missed about me??
*grin*

Well, after a super super long rest from my blog, all due because I have my exams going on, I seems to have lost touch with the outside world!!
-tis shows how commited I m to my studies-
[ya, like real]

haha...

Exams finished n guess what? The most sianz part is..... waiting for the damn result that could get me siting on the toilet bowl for like hours!! haha...

But then again, I will have to worry abt tat later in the days to come la! So for now:::as is show by my display nick on msn -
[Party = Happening = Fun = Havoc = Crazy = Wild= High = Drink = Drank Drunk = No limitation]

My philosophy for now till school starts! Sianz I koe...

Been behaving like auntie for this period of time.
Cooking, washing clothes, cleaning n tidying the house, been eagerly digging out all receipes from my dear mommy, checking n comparing prices between supermarkets, havin to clench my nose in the wet markets, updating of my personal home inventory, taking care internally n externally of my sayang, once in a week will go back home to own home to visit my parents etc...
Tell me, m I not behaving like an auntie? haha..

Oh forgot to mention... n the only leisure activities is getting a few friends to gather in the house for a round of mahjong session till the wee hours!

Parties? Forget about it during tat period. Gotta limit myself u koe? As ur age is catching up, gradually u will just feel so sianz of partying.
I feel otherwise when Yeo Tekong my bro tell me this like dunno how many damn donkey years back when Devil's bar is still the boom-town-charlie-days!!
BUT
now I can really feel tat boy!!

Time waits for no one.
The earth will not stop revolving just because u want to get the feel like back in those era.

So while I've yet to reach tat age of really really toning down of my havoc life, I gotta do something about it man!
Which is - - - - - Party while I still have the feel n engery to do so!
Till the day when I m flat, I will broadcast it on my blog!
[which I think probably will be 10 or 20 years down the road la! Cuz I still wanna be a havoc + happening + loving mum!!]

The kind of mum that I wan to be::
1. put on my headphone when I m cooking, doing house work.
2. party with my kids
3. educate them with the kind of music tat my sayang is playing, so that in future they will not be label as 'the oldies'
4. a loving, caring, still maintain my hot-temper, showering my kids with lotsa love but not over protective mum
5. during their toddler days, they will be fed till like mini michellin tyres!
6. treat my kids like my best friend same goes to my sayang
7. if i got a maid, i will work together with my maid instead of bullying her!!

tat should be all la as of now..
Wa! u think is easy job?
Wahahaha!!!! I doubt so!
But I will give my best shot in working towards my future!

Everybody on this earth ultimately needs a loving home full of warmth n love.
Tell me who dun?

*grin*

Sometimes is good to laid back for a period of time, so that u will know how much that u have missed about ur social life n how much u have been missed by the people surrounding u in that kind of ambience!! At least u will still know wat is ur market value! haha...

Oooohhh.. market value is a very very important tool to test ur magnetism field!
Dun u all just agree with me??

Pls say YES!!!
Dun DENY!!!

So people!!! M going to start my havoc life soon before get commited to my part time job! Therefor no time shall be wasted n PARTY TO THE MAX people!!!!!!!!!

Woo-hoooooo!!!!!!!

Counting down to the day when I go go havoc!
n.....
that will be in 2 days time!!!!!!!!!!

Bye..

PS: by then not so much of typing n words tat will get my eyes tangled by pictures will just do the talking!!!!!

CIAOZ!!!!!!!

-copyrights-patents-trademark registered-2009!!-

How STUPID I m!!

2009-02-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

Joke-Of-The-Day!!

I cant stop hearing tis song which is recommended by yuan yuan. Is so damn meaningful.
sigh..
Well a funny joke with reference to tis song:
I was recommending tis song my An, then I forgot who is the artist. But I koe is sang by 2 person, so I started telling An that tis song was by Jason Miraz & Natalie Retardo.

ok, nvm...

n becuz he was driving so he dint really pay much attention.
Then I followed on by saying, oh is not Jason Miraz is by James Morrison. Then he was like oh ok... one of his fav singer. Then later he asked me so who is the other artist performing together with James Morrison, then I repeated saying is Natalie Retardo.

As we both enjoying tis song on the radio, An paused for a while n asked me again.

'Who is the singer of this song again?'
I replied: 'James Morrison n Natalie Retardo lo!'

He asked: 'Who the hell is Natalie Retardo?!'
I said: 'There the one who is the spanish girl who ever sang something about the freedom n the bird.'

An paused for a while n started laffing like nobody's business. Then I was shouting at him for wat is he laffing at.

He said, 'U mean Nelly Furtado?'
I replied, 'Ya la, is tat one lo!!'

Which I dint realised was tat I changed her name completely into a very RETARDED name!

[Nelly Furtado vs Natalie Retardo] -How's tat?!!

hahaha.....

Here's the video clip n the lyrics:

James Morrison & Nelly Furtado :: Broken Strings

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

OHMIGOD....

2009-02-20T03:30:00.005+08:00

My god!! I m so totally in love with Rudy Youngblood!!
He really makes my blood all shot up!

I watched Apocalypto for the 2nd time, n I still find him so bloody damn hot!!
ooohhhh....
I like...

His eyes seems to be fully charged with high voltage!
One look can get me electrocuted!

His teeth is as white as pearl..
His nose is not too big, just nice.. keke..
I just so into him now!

He is my kind of tea!!
haha...
awwww........

my bad....

2009-02-18T02:59:00.002+08:00

ok, sorry folks...
I forgot tat i got an intergrated music player..
kekeke....
so pai sey ah...

go to youtube n find tis song duffy - i'm scared.
is really a fantastic song!!

TRUST ME!!!

leave me comments after u heard the song!

Check tis out!

2009-02-18T02:39:00.003+08:00

I simply love tis song to the max!!

I LOVE DUFFY!!!!!!
My new idol.....

Duffy - I'm scared

The blank pages of my diary,
That I haven touched since you left me.
The closed blinds in my home
See no light of day.
Dust gathers on my stereo
Cuz I cant bear to hear the radio.
The piano sits in the shaded space
with a picture of your face.

I'm scare to face another day,
Cuz the fear in me just wont go away.
In an instant, you were gone and I'm scared.

Coffee stains on your favorite book
Remind me of you so I can't take a look.
The magazines you left on the floor,
you won't need them anymore.

A towel left hanging on the wall,
No signs of wet footsteps in the hall.
There's no smell of your sweet cologne,
I'm lying here alone.

I'm scare to face another day
Cuz the fear in me just wont go away.
In an instant, you were gone n now I'm scared

I'm scare to face another day
Cuz the fear in me just wont go away.
In an instant, you were gone n now I'm scared
In an instant, you were gone n I'm scared.

NEW SONGS ON THE HIT!!!!!!!

2009-02-18T02:32:00.004+08:00

Hey people, I just change a brand new list of songs in my blog!

is mostly english pop songs i would catergorised...
n some of the party songs

haha..

Unfortunately the player can be seen, so if u wanna koe wat songs is nice or watever u gotta stay alil longer so that u can finish all the 14 songs!!! kekeke...

So ciao for now~
n enjoy!!!

PS: oh boy, i m so damn missing my party life man!
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Rough week!!

2009-02-17T02:52:00.003+08:00

Oh boy!! I had a rough week I should say....

esp on V-day!

Well, the point here is: It doesnt matter to me if I have a celebration or not on that V-day, Cuz if u n ur the other half is able to make every single day just like a Valentine's day, then wat for u need to specially celebrate on the 14th Feb?

I dun see the point la.

Anyway, rough rough week.

Sometimes it is very hard to make a person understand n accept the words that is coming out of ur mouth.

U can spend like ages, repeating the same old words, n yet the person die die also dun understand.

Is either the party choose to ignore or choose not to accept.

Is alil frustrating.

or rather is very frustrating!

In order to make a person wat the fuck u toking about, u often gotta stand in the other party view n feel n think.

Is so damn tiring.

I used to think that mentally tired is always better than physical tired.

Until when I started working at Gelare n MOS, then I realised the true meaning of both physical tired and mentally tired.

If given me a choice now, I would definitely choose physical tired over mentally tired.

At least if is physical tired, u can get to rest. N after resting, everything is back to the square one.

However for mentally tired, no matter how much u rest, at the end of the day u still gotta face the same bullshit over n over again till u cannot stand anymore then u fucking let go of everything!

Well, tats' life isnt it?

Quite sad though...

sigh...

I m for wat I m!!

2009-02-12T02:52:00.003+08:00

I m for wat I m.
I dun give a damn to others.
I do the things tat I enjoy.
If ppl can understand then is a bonus to them, cuz I cant even understand myself.
If they cant, then fuck off from me!

I dun need/like to report to anyone.
I dun like to purposely give in to any body.

I hate living in those ‘JASPER-the possessive‘ Days!!
Where every single place or things I m doing or have done gotta report..
Gotta sayang him when he is angry or petty or watever!
I hate it!!!!

I will only do the things I want to do from the bottom of my heart.
SINCERELY...
I will not defeat the content of every single word that I have said.
Usually I mean it.
I will do watever I have said.

I really appreciate n love those who truly understand me.
I m someone who is not easy to comprehend.

Y not just let me do things in my own way?
Y not just let me do it freely?
At the end of the day I koe the way home.
So y worry?

So pls,
ppl if u tink u can really understand me, I can tell u - try me!
If u really wanna koe who is the one who can fucking understand me inside out to outside in.... ask Mister Tai!!!!

One person who took YEARS to really koes me fucking well!
I really appreciate him....

真的沒有后悔認識他
我也非常感謝他
他是我的唯一
無論
現在或以后

Updates again!

2009-02-11T02:08:00.008+08:00

Tat's the reason why every saturday night I m always not free!!!!! Cuz I m busy with partying!!!
So dun date me out unless is a mahjong session!!!!!
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Photos of the party daze!!!!!
Think I wanna stop getting drunk n get high!!!!
hahaha....

WANTED!!!!!!
REWARD: $1 MIL!!!!!

CALL ME IF U HAF SPOTTED THEM!!!!

Check out my face man!!!! Is priceless man!!!! just like the mastercard advertisement!!! PRICELESS!!!!! hahahaha.....

Dun really koe watsup with men nowadays?! kekekeekekekekeke......

I m the yaya nerd!!! Dun mess with me!

Photo Hunt!!!
Text me if u got the answer!!!

I m so happy tat My babe is back on the track!!!!!
Welcome back babe!!!!!
Getting drunk, 'get laid' (hopefully!! keke..), Dance, have fun n party to the max!!!!!!
Muhahaha!!!!!

Party Daze again!!!
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Judith's farewell cum birthday party!!!
I koe tis took in Dec but then as u kow i always late in blogging!!! hahaha...
Oh btw, guess who is the dad of my little princess??
Ans: Obviously there is like the only guy there in the picture...

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Gong Wen's surprise party cum farewell!!!
I m so gonna miss her boy!

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All the nicknames Tat i chose!!!

I just cannot help it!! I just simply love the spect!!!

the nerds

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My little baby!!

Dun u guys just think that she is damn cute!!! I just simply love her!!!!!
Her little brother just born!!! Cant wait to see her little brother!! My god-son!!!!
kekeke...

For a 2.5 yrs old princess, her way of talking is damn powerful man!!! Almost tok like a 4 yrs old!!!
Can u imagine tat?!!
She can play with 16 piece jigsaw puzzle with any errors!!
n
She can play computer or rather lappy without using mouse just base on the keypad!!! How smart is she?!!
I just love her la! n also my god son!!! kekekeke...

Updates! Updates! Updates!

2009-01-06T18:34:00.006+08:00

Xmas Eve Celebration '08...........................

So cute hor?? I took it from Gelare!!!
They r actually edible icing from the Xmas log cake!! keke...
So cute!! I cant even bear to eat them!!!!!

Our princess here suggested a different style of celebrating Xmas tis yr, so we came up with an idea of booking a room n decided to do our count down there, if nort, anywhere u go sure jammed packed!!!!
By then we will be like sardines!!!!

We booked a room at 81... at near bugis.
Though is a budget chain, is rather classier compared to the rest.. this one tat we took has an outdoor shower!! is like a mini outdoor courtyard.
So meaning u can shower in the outdoor.....
but of course nobody do tat la... hahahah
So the whole nite we do a movie marathon! With tons of tidbits n not forgetting alcohol....

Dint really take alot of pictures cuz my stupid camera batt dead!!!
Damn!!

Ok, behind tis sexxy man, is the outdoor shower tat i mentioned earlier....
hey not asking u to look at the sexxxy man, but the back ground!!!

since nobody wanna shower we used it as our dinning area!!! Our supper!!everbody is so serious in watching movie, opps! i forgot which show was it! keke...

well, wat can i say?
Eddy got his occupational harzard!!!

One is a PSP siao!! n the other is striking his pose yet again!!
sigh....
My Xmas eve n its celebration..... for the year of 2008～～

Merry Xmas to all my lovelies....
I koe is a lil late for tat... but still!!!! There is Greetings n Wishes from ME!!!!!

Updates! Updates! Updates!

2009-01-06T17:27:00.006+08:00

RANDOM PARTY COLLAGE....

cuz haven been updating my blog there I also cant really remember which one is which week!!
So just have to put all together!!

sooorryy...

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XX Saturday : XX pm / am
St. James - Power House

is always the same old people, same old place, same old crowd, but always new found fun!!!!

honestly I dunno wat Najib n Eddy is trying to do to Bogey!!! but I koe it looks damn obscence!!
all of us just trying to get a hold of tat jug!!!!!!!!

for the 1st, najib is 'taller' than eddy!! kekeke...
well the trick is - - - - tat's cuz eddy is carrying him!!!
hahaha... how's tat?!!

so now u koe y we call him 'bogey'?? the truth is out!!
Case Closed!

Below are their names respectively:::::::

the below hand gestures symbolise tat all of us r --- hiiiigggghhhh!!!!!

Introducing:: Mr Shy Guy!!!

no idea y Din just doesnt want to take picture?! He aint the God of Gambler?!!!!

the 2 drunkards r riding!!! Catch them!!

eddy n me just adores our lovely food!!
the rest?
cant be bothered, cuz too hungry already!!!

One of the Sundays, where all of us went to relac at EAST COAST...

Ya, I koe I m overly dressed!!! cuz I came from Tekong's wedding dinner!!!!!!!
DUH!!!!!
I too feel weird in tat dressing style when I m in East Coast!!!
So stop reminding me!!!!

Tekong's Wedding!!!
Let's guess who's turn next??
hee..hee...
Known him for like god koes how long, finally see him getting married!! feel so happy!! When can I get to play with little tekong n little catherine??

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MY VIRGIN 'LIVE' SOCCER MATCH
@ National Stadium!!!

Well, those who koe me koes tat I m just not into the green patch of field n the black n white ball!
Ironically, I went to 1...
Nick bought a ticket for me n together with this 'I love Singapore' flashing light T-shirt!!!

After he bought it, he ask me to go!!!
Isnt it like alil - 'duh'??!!!!

Anyway, I try to be 'siao on' about it la... so I went with him, wearing the 'I love Singapore' T-shirt!!!
Can u imagine??

Honestly I cant!!!!

Well, the whole match or atmosphere turned out to be still quite positive.
I dun feel boring... instead I felt excited through out the match!! haha..

The ambience was.... woo-hooo!!!

Your hair will stand man!! Though I dun like Singapore, still I gave them my support.
Well, the result turns out to be rather disappointing.

I wonder wat if my ah lau is still in the soccer league... I will definitely go support him lo!!! haha..

I cannot help it but keep on staring at this No. 11 ass!!! Fucking jackass man!!!! I tink can put a glass of water on his ass without toppling!! Think shouldnt be a problem!!! hahaha

I can REALLY feel the stressed of being the footballer!!!
Imagine, if u were to miss a shot or watever or do something silly, the whole stadium tat is filled with like thousands of people will just boo at u!!!

How stressful is tat huh??

ZOUK OUT 2008!!!

2009-01-06T16:25:00.007+08:00

Sorry for the super duper late uploads!! So here we r....
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ZOUK OUT 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waited for this Zouk Out like dunno how long! Only been able to attend when I resigned from nightlife!!! kekeke...

Masrawi been very kind to give me the ticket! So immediately I gathered afew friends to join for this massive event!
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Finally tat day have arrived!!!

so excited!!! hopefully it will be good!

Mas n his 2 other friends, too bad Mahat gotta work at CDM!!
We mit Ian n his friends at Sentosa! Luckily his friends just nice got a chalet, therefore we can put our stuff there if not, hah!
While waiting dunno which way to go, suddenly from quite a distance there is tis crazy bitch screaming n shouting at me!! She ran in her top speed n gave me a hug.. guess who?
Ms Vain - Susan!! hahahaha...
End up I was shouting together with her! haha...
The best part, before she join back her gang, she gave me a squeeze on my tits!!
I'm like duh?!!!!
But ok la, is nice to have people like her!!! Damn siao on!
I like!! haha..
there she is, the crazy bitch!! kekeke...
Just simply lurve her n her attitude!!!

Those people dressed in white which I labelled them as the SPERM-MEN, r actually the promoters for 42 below vodlka!
They walked up n down to create awareness in lines of 2... so infact if u were to view from a top building they really just look at sperms!! hahaha..

I would say: Crazy Sperms??
haha...

Before we set our foot in the section for dancing, I was pestering them for the lanyard!!!! So in the end, I find all ways n mean just to get it!! kekeke...
End up, Mas n me go searching for it!! keke...

Then after tat we joined them at the MAMBO section!! Like duh?!!
Even if u dun hear the music, all u have to do is to see their hand gesture n then u will koe for sure tat is the MAMBO area!!!

"I can be so lucky, lucky, lucky, lucky....."
"I can be so lucky in love...."

"Wo-oo oo oh oh.... square rooms" "Wo-oo oo oh oh... square rooms"

"Together forever n never to part... together forever we two.."
"And dun u koe... I would move heaven n earth..."
"To be together forever with u..."

keke....

We walked up n down, up n down.... trying to find for the RnB section which claimed by someone tat there is... till all of us just sit down n rot!!

I expected the zouk out to be like super happening but end up still ok only...

yah, all the time she got nuthing to do but to cover n buried people feet with sand!!

Highlight of the night??

Wat's new? But fire works...

here is a few shots of it:

Oh well, is my virgin time to ZOUK OUT, well i guess if u r not a beach party lover, u wont like it.
n I tink I m not one...

kekeke.... but it was quite an experience for me la....

Massive event, too many people, too many familiar faces......
keke...

2009-01-02T04:49:00.002+08:00

So sorry guys for not updating my blog recently...
Not tat busy but just lazy to do... u koe uploading of pictures n haf to edit them n blah blah blah... lotsa hard work to do!

[or rather juz finding exuses for myself! hee..hee]

I promise I will do them so soon...tat will include all the pictures tat I last took them, including a soccer match tat Nick 'forced' me to go n watch with him!!
Ppl who koe me koes tat I m not into 'balls' so ask me to go watch soccer match? huh! tat is so out-of-tis-world thingy but in the end I still went!

haha... so ironic!

aite.. *yawn* got so fucking wasted yesterday! so gotta catch my sleep! So lacked of sleep man! Since the time tat I resigned from my nitelife job n super hardcore partying at wherever, mostly at St.James la!!! kekeke... with a bunch of hardcore kampung 'partiers'! hahaha..

Trust me, I will definitely upload my pics soon! So be patient!!!

2008-12-06T19:17:00.005+08:00

As usual, my party nights......
Some of the most idiotic pictures tat ever taken be it drunk, sober or wateva!

the chewing gum tat i was eating got sorta dissolved... end up my lips got stuck together.. keke...

Some of the Random Pics:

I found my long lost friend: Yasmin!! keke...

Let the DANCE BATTLE begins::

Participant: Mr Gigi vs Mr Brazilian

As u can see: 3 road side wanderers with a hungry man, 1 angry man, 1 'dead' friend n 1 psychic!

While waiting for our 'dead' fren to 'come back alive'!!

before he got eventually drunk!

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Got tis email, find it rather interesting:
take a look!!

2008-11-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

Recently fall in love with song from 方大同... very nice, meaningful n blues rhythm...
The above mv : 方大同 - 愛愛愛

方大同 - ＬＯＶＥ　ＳＯＮＧ

Enjoy!!

2008-11-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Came across this interesting picture! Before u read the answer give it a guess on wat the sign are about!!
haha...

WAT WERE YOU THINKING??!!!!!
U, PERVERT!!!

hahahahahahaha.........................

super long update huh!!

2008-11-19T20:37:00.003+08:00

Sorry to let u guys wait for so long...So 1 shot, I give u 夠力夠力!!! haha!!

From the WFA event to wats happening through my long disapperance. N of course during my exams period, i dint blog la...

Anyway, last sat, I missed my gf's birthday. Feel kinda bad, due to the food expo.
So sorry Jasmine.. Let's see when u free, then we go out n do nails together aite?
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Oh guess wat? I went out with Mr Bhutan one of the days for sheesha. He is quite a humorous guy even though the first impression he gave me is tat he dun smile n tok alot.
But instead, is a totally different feel.

Becuz I always see him in his black uniform, then suddenly he wear a different colour shirt, almost couldnt recognise him... hahahahahaha

He toks alot, laff alot, but of course is with senses n not nonsense...
Agree to go for sheesha but end up after 1 puff, I got to have the whole thing by myself!!
DUH!!!

I dunno y, maybe he just dun like the flavour. Felt kinda bad also, cuz thruout the whole night, he survived on his ciggies n water...
for me, i gotta enjoy my sheesha, my water n his accompany... dun even koe if he feel bored nort...

but anyway, I had a nice conversation meet up. He gave me a different perspectives on certain things which I dint koe. A total different angle of looking at things.

NICEeee....

He is also another movie freak just like me...haha....

NICEeee....

okay la, got nuthing to say liao.. ciaoz for nw, till the next update!!!

Muacks~~

FOOD EXPO ASIA 2008

2008-11-19T19:56:00.007+08:00

We got a booth at the Singapore Expo for the Food Asia 2008... is a very small booth, we sharing it with our chocolate partner!

u wont believe it, is so full of people throughout tat 5 days!

is scary boy!!

probably abt 10,000 ppl everyday??

tell me the figure!! hahaha....

Our chocolate partner!

Nick's lovely princess!!
AWWW... isnt she cute??!!!

pretty mummy = pretty daughter!!

she melts my heart.........
aww...

Like father like daughter!! they both got the same teeth!! keke..

Happy Family!!
Everybody say
twist'!!

dun ask y the face!!

End of each day... everybody will just smells like a walking foodcourt!!! Stinks to thee core man!!
Really stinks..
if u koe wat a foodcourt smells like, tis is worst!! 100x worst!
ur hair will just smells like oil...

terrible....
but was fun la...

Beauuuutiful venues

2008-11-19T19:29:00.011+08:00

The place tat I was telling yuan about the NLB, the pictures I have uploaded. Is so fantastic... damn nice man.. maybe I took it not nice la... but then is really beautiful...
n the 2nd place is at old school... the feeling is like so art gallery lo... nicee..........

Holdsworth Launch of His Painting Book

NLB :

the whole place is really nice... how i wish i cud haf my wedding reception here. fucking beautiful lo...
it has the 360 degrees paranomic view of the whole singapore... is really nice, n tat including the toilet as well.. haha..

the pavement
the place i love the most....

the backview of the artist- James Holdsworth

some of his painting...

1 of his creation also... but too bad, aint for sale!!
it gives a impression that the fighter planes seems to be flying out from the book...
amazing!

Post Party 2 @ Water n Wine

2008-11-19T19:17:00.007+08:00

2nd POST PARTY held at Water n Wine..
just rite after the siloso one...

fucking shagged!!

I hold a big responsibility as I m the over in charge...
so I make sure everyting is sui sui....

3 serious men at work!!

b4 i can take anymore pics, i realised 1 drunk gal!! hahaha...

Post Party @ Siloso Beach Resort

2008-11-19T18:43:00.012+08:00

POST PART CELEBRATION

(just right after WFA!!)

yeah.. tats how shag we r!!
n tats where i koe the nepal guy.. keke..

Our COVELA range.....

cute lil squarriel roaming around...
awww...
isnt it cute??

I LOVE wat I design for the reception table!!

so lovely!! hee..hee...

tats the guy!! behing the bar in black!!

thou very far n small pic... aww....

Auction for the children funds..

der!!! the one behind the bar in black!!! kekekeke...

the biggest buyer for the charity!!

though, was super super tired, but is all worth while... koe how business goes... gained quite a lil... n of course my 帥哥！！！