Woke up at abt 5 plus in the evening feeling weird. Then realise that my menses came! I just feel that everything about me and my surrounding is just so wrong. I dunno wat, but something weird.

Suddenly I got a feeling that I dunno whether can my rest of my life be depended on. The perfect scene that is already in my head since I was a little girl. The kind of marriage life, the kind of house, the kind of husband etc. Judging by wat is happening around me, my expectation deccelerate. In fact I have already lower down my expectation, but still is declining.

Work sucks, people sucks, everything around that suck to my limit. The tolerance level once again went up.

Sometimes, all I wish for is just a very simple life; simple work; simple family; simple partner; SIMPLICITY. This is the key word!! But ultimately, back to the disgusting reality, it is a DOG-EAT-DOG-WORLD! Isnt it? Like I've mention in the previous blog, if I m god, I would banished all menkind back to the basic.

Friends been treating me good, got a not-too-bad bf, only 3 colleagues of mine is nice to me (the rest are like XXX), parents are not too bad, pay sucks, lies are everywhere..... Is this considered as good life? or is it that there are rooms for improvement?

Well, anyway, all I wanna said to people out there is: Be contended with wat you have, if you are not satisfied with wats happening around you... thats where 'there are more rooms for improvement' comes in....